Overwhelmed

Many times, I feel very overwhelmed in this poly life.  The more people in a given relationship makes it more overwhelming because as an individual you need to make sure that you carry on a healthy relationship with each of them. It can be extremely difficult especially when one woman can be mostly absent even when present, and she can also act very witchy towards the others in the family including the children.  I find it even more difficult when another woman seems to be negative and depressed most of the time.  How can any one find any positiveness among such negativity? What makes it even worse is when the male in the family majorally stresses out and almost shuts down completely sexually and becomes highly aggressive.

Lately though, things seem to be improving around here.  I am very happy about this to say the least.

Although, I remain cautious and want to tread lightly before agreeing to bring in Sarah as a lifetime partner.  If we cannot get our crap together, we have no business bringing in another person.  This will only be detrimental to her, and I love her to much for this.